As most of you remember (or not), it's been 1 year since the devastation disaster in Japan. I remember how last year I was so afraid of all my friends, my Sensei's friends in Japan. I remember how I was writing to them all the time and wish everything will be ok. It was hard time for me, so I had to be the most hard time for Japanese and foreigner living in Japan.
I don't want even think what were they thinking, feeling and how much were they crying.
Because I live quite far from Japan, I didn't know what's going on after one/two weeks. It was too difficult to ask friends, so I stopped even trying to think I would be able to ask about tsunami, Fukushima and so on.
Any of my friends of my Sensei's friends died. But, this day, when I was checking Journals on dA and on the other sides, I found one inscription. This person's friend died.
I though it can't be true. In this time I thought this tsunami wasn't that terrible as News presenters were talking. However this one inscription told me more than all those photos, films, people...
This day, 11.03.2011, I had to go to school. Because me teachers know about my passion of Japan, all the time ask "Did you hear?". I couldn't think about something different than Japan, my friends there (in the morning no one replied to me).
But, I also very good remember how incredible for Japan were other countries! It was amazing, I could stop looking and smiling seeing all those medicines, food, people, dogs, ..! I could believe it can be true, that people can help each other. Year ago, I was shortsighted. I interested and saw just news about Japan and my country. I was interesting just in Japan. I missed a lot of important things, events, accidents; just because I was interesting just in Japan.
People can't think about one thing, can't interest in one thing and nothing else. It's not good. I understand it after one year, two years of learning japanese, tree years after start learning in Junior High School and in this year when my life will be different - I understand it's very bad if you are shortsighted and worst when you don't have any interests.
Also, I got results from JLPT N5 - I passed with "A" from everything.
I go to High School in September and in April I have important exams to get to my dream school. I will try to get to the best HS in my city, the second in country.
I heard it's not sooo great school and I will learn a lot in home - so, I will learn in home. I was talking with students on first year- they told me to think a lot about going to this HS.
Listening to: SID - Fuyu no Bench